You are commanded to lay them at His feet. Why? Because He is the one who can handle them, not you. You’re not strong enough, hun. You think you are, but you aren’t, and that’s the beauty of it all. Worrying only puts space between you and your creator. Do you really want to create an estranged relationship by doing so? It would be wise to talk it out with Him and ask Him to take your worries away. Be thankful for these worries; how small, how minute compared to the grand scheme of things. I am thankful for my little worries that He’s sure to take care of. He always provides, and I’m certainly thankful my worries don’t include where my next meal will come from. Our God is a good God, and He is capable.



Ladies and gents… let’s talk about gluten

It’s hard to resist the goodness of Olive Garden breadsticks, good stuffed crust pizza, cakes and cookies, etc… but when you have a food allergy, you HAVE to or else you’ll suffer the consequences.

every time I slip up, my symptoms are worse and worse.

here are some I’ve experienced so far:


– migraine

– stiff and achy joints

– low grade fever

– diarrhea

– vomiting

– cramps

– fatigue/ lethargy

– dizzy spells

– hypoglycemia

– excessive hunger

if you suspect you have a food allergy, even if your symptoms are few, please seek medical help. It’s not worth the damage to your digestive system. Have someone help keep you accountable, too.

Attention, Attention!

There are people out there in this world who love you SO much! They might not tell you as often as you’d like, they might be bad at showing it… they may be jerks, sometimes, but they love you. Be the first to say how you feel, that you appreciate them, too. Positivity is super contagious. We need more encouragement and support in this world.

Apostle Paul and Esther. How do they connect?

Okay so… Apostle Paul said this in Colossians 3:5-6

Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming.

I want to be like Paul. I want to put to death anything in me that breaks my Father’s heart, but here’s the kicker, that’s so much easier said than done. Right? How can we do something that’s so completely against our nature?!

Nature vs. Nurture… with a twist.

-Human nature is just an excuse for sinful actions. If you let “the flesh” i.e. human nature take over your life, you’ll be in a world full of hurt. Sure, super bad things may not happen to you, you may be successful and have a family, you may be able to travel the world as you please… but none of that and I mean NONE of that will fulfill you and make you happy.

-We must NURTURE our souls with God’s word in order to combat the sins of “human nature”.


You see, everyone deserves to be happy, but happiness has a different definition for everyone. For some people, it’s collecting coins. For others, it’s having their house full of family. Those are great things, but do they compare to a life with your heart knitted with Christ’s?! Absolutely not. Know why?

Because The Lord wants what’s best for you. Does that mean that He’ll give you everything you wish for? No, because not everything you wish for is in your best interest. He is the ultimate parent. He’s the perfect parent. He’s not going to give you things unless it’s the very best! You absolutely have to take your ideas of what’s best for you out of the equation, though. I mean, how well does a student driver vehicle really work when both the student and instructor are pushing on their gas pedal?

You must put to death everything in your mind, heart, body, and soul that will keep you selfish and keep you distant from the Lord. That’s the only way to have your desires match His and have you in full submission to His will for your life. I promise, it’s submission to the best things for you.

Okay, so now you’re scratching your head wondering… How in the world does Esther tie in to this? I have to be honest, this did not come to my mind. I read about it in a devotional this morning.

Esther was a Jewish woman who became queen. The Jewish people prayed for an audience with the king. Through her fasting (submission and focus on the Lord), she gained patience and confidence. She also learned of what God wanted her to do. If she had arrived in to the presence of the king without doing this, Esther may have gone in hot headed and been put to death.

By putting to death her selfishness and her impatience, by submitting to the Lord, He answered the Jewish people’s prayers and blessed them far above their desires; more abundantly so.

He will always blow you away, even if His answer is no. Submit to His will, because He will be honored and you will be blessed.

Wrangler Wednesday

This week’s Wrangler Wednesday has footage riding Kota. We’re still working on cues and learning each other. He’s super responsive but his time as a carousel pony has him stuck in some old habits. Teaching an old horse new tricks isn’t always easy.

A day late and a dollar short.

I wasn’t able to make my Scripture Sunday video yesterday, so here’s a double whammy post!

Scripture Sunday is about 1 Corinthians 6:19-20. I see treating your body as a temple as more than remaining physically pure.

Music Monday is an interesting piano improv I recorded while I was at a family reunion this weekend. I wish I’d recorded what I played beforehand- it was less aggressive!

I wonder…

Are you like me and listen to the lyrics of the songs you listen to? Do you just bee bop down the road and don’t pay attention? Either way, please start listening closely to the lyrics you’re feeding your brain and your soul. These days, it’s really hard for me to listen to music. So many songs are about a guy being drunk and hoping this beautiful girl is drunk, so he can take her home. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? 

I’m far from perfect, and I have no place to judge BUT I wouldn’t want to be the girl any of these guys are singing about. I want to be the girl a nice guy gets to know through dating and courtship, not a series of one night stands. That’s not God’s intention for relationships and intimacy, on any level.

Here’s a little more explanation…